Erm. There’s nothing that can be said or done to magically make things better but I’m gonna hope you’re okay. I’m still rattled by the unfairness of it all. Seclude yourself, cry, rant, anything. After that think through options if you haven’t already and just see what happens next. Things’ll work out, somehow, eventually. I’m praying for the best.
Acquired an odd sort of zen attitude ever since Arangetram ended. Unnerving, but a nice change nonetheless. Today I’m just happy. Thinking of dance, Aavishka’s plans, parents, the future - even about love, despite this morning’s traumatizing revelation. Life lies ahead, slowly starting to feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Doubt I’ll get this time I have on my...
Title ambiguous enough I hope. I’ve been staring into space pondering about your future for awhile now. And I’m scared. If I were you I’d be terrified so actually I think you’re holding up pretty well. Or at least you seem to be. So for the sake of my sanity as well as yours I thought I’d draw up a list. 1. You’re not going to be unemployed. Face it, you’re meant to succeed in anything you do...
And I always mess up oh fuck. How the hell does she manage to spoil everything.
I was supposed to record myself wishing Shahera happy birthday today. I am also obliged to begin socializing. Nevertheless I woke up at the usual hour, set off to self prac dance and had chaat with Aarthi to conclude the day. I think I’ve become a hermit ): So I’m sorry friends, please allow my mental state to slowly revert back to normal. Also, I have horrible cuts all over my...
Today I learnt that puking is a thoroughly unpleasant experience. Saturday Saturday Saturday. Suck it up let’s go.